Reminiscence

Dream is just an illusion to me.

Morning 5 plus woke up and start preparing my pan cakes muahahahhaa ! Hubby arrived at about 6 plus am and both of us prepare together So fun ! I want to prepare more for hubby in future (:

I’m so going to Krabi , Thailand ! It is so nice ! The water is so freaking clear ! Paradise ! wahahaha. Look at the photos , isn’t beautiful ? It is a deal with hubby ! right right baby ?! hahaha! I want to see sunset with you and my prawn noodles !! Next time uh !!! Tsk.

Yesterday I dreamt about Godpa and Renee. I dreamt of him smiling at me and slowly walk away. I love his smile (: I miss both of them to the extend that no one can imagine or maybe understand. It had been two years. 30.04.2008  he left us. Till now i still somehow can’t let go. I will still tear whenever i think of him or look at his photos. I can only stare at the photos and think about the past. . I can’t get to hug him or tell him how much i love him in real life. 29 feb 2008 , I miss that day and the wishes. Can you wish me again on the 29 Feb 2012 in my dreams ? Will I able to see her on that day too ? Hoping for the impossible. I hate it when it comes to night time especially this few days. I hate it when i’m alone because i will think of you and tear non-stop. And its horrible when you miss someone and that someone wont appear in front of you anymore.

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